New Path

Do not go where the path may lead,

go instead where there is no path

and leave a trail.

Time to create my path, to go about my new beginning, where many guess thoughts arepresents, but never any doubts. Soon I'll be home, on the other side of the ocean, giving life to those dreams that I've had for so long... Soon, everything will become clearer, more enjoyable, less difficult but still as or more demanding... no problem with that. It is time, it is what it is. This is what I do, this is what I want to do, this is what I will do. All in ur hands - Is 45:11

Where did that come from????

First of all, that was very unexpected... Why did it hapen now? Why did it happen that way?.... I know what I want, I know what I must do to accomplish it but situations like that make me think, never doubt, but they do put little thoughts in the back of my mind... What do they mean? Why now? Why like this? I know this will happen, I know by His Love and Power things are meant to be this way, I'm faithfull and a strong believer that everything happens for a reason. Yet I dont know the reason for this, but I will figure it out. I must keep moving tho, there's no reason for stopping now, no time for it or for slowing down... Even when everything around you seems to have stopped, I'll keep moving like I've been doing. No injury, none of those girls, no coach, no doubters... none of them can stop me now. They dont know, they dont see what I see, they dont feel what I feel, they dont do what I do..... I've been working hard for this, I've been giving it almost everything, and I know I can give it more and I will, I must.... No distractions, no letdowns, no bulls***t.... It's just my God, me, my dreams, my life, my family.......

For your enjoyment: "No Fear" - Tactful

Decision

"If you are unsure of a course of action, do not attemp it. Your doubts and hesitations will infect your execution. Timidity is dangerous: Better to endure with boldness. Any mistakes you commit through audacity are easily corrected with more audacity. Everyone admires the bold; no one honors the timid"

Still thinkin, still separating, still deciding.

May God help me on this - Jer 29:11

Grind Time

They trying to say I'm down down

Yeah they say I'm down and out

Cause I'm back on my grind

Money back on my mind

The world is mine

.....

They said this was it, the mentioned this was it for me, that I wasnt good enough, that I was down and out, that I wasnt worthy for the plan.... So wrong, so regretful... I know you feel like that, and I understand because it's obvious... But this is it between you and me, between this program and me. I got bigger things ahead, bigger plans in which God is present and has his hand on it. I'm done going to your buildings, seein the same weird population that crowds your hallways, the same fake and inmature population that never accepted, never knew, and never will. Thanks for some memories, thanks for some opportunities and a few great people; but after its all said and done, you will not see me again.

Now its time to focus on whats ahead, what the future holds for me, for us... time to do everything I can possibly do so my Lord and Savior does the impossible. I know it might be fast, I realize it might open some eyes, but thats life, and theres the beauty of it: making your decissions and following thru 100%, never looking back, never regreting, always learning, always absorbing.

Lingering around: "Down and Out" - Cam'ron ft. Kanye West