Uncertainty

Facing uncertainty... It is uncertain, it is unclear, unknown... How can I face something like that? How can I go about it with a clear, and certain approach that will help me? Now, more than ever, and I think that for the first time in my life, I fear. I dont fear failure, or disappointment, never that, thats not me; I fear outcomes, and above all I fear the way events may unfold. Am I ready, or am I not? I wont know untill I get there. Do I have it in me or do I not? I wont feel it until I get there...
It is the time of change, a bigger change than the one I thought was the biggest, but something has never fell so short of big ever before. It is the time for sacrifize, real sacrifize, for the one Love, for that one person to whom I want to give my all. It is time to put my dream on hold, but at the same time, to prepare myself to get in an even better position compared to the one I've been until this point. Like it has been said, uncertainty will reign at the beginning, but I know and believe that it will be short, as time, and only time is capable of creating and bringinig up opportunities. God willing, I'll take advantage of those opportunities, she and I will take advantage of whats out there.
Time to go back to the river, time to get back to the basics, where everything begun, and every single part of my soul was put together as a whole, to be what it is now. I cannot express my greatness enough for what You have done with me, my life, and what happens in it every second. Thank You