Learn or Regret

Wanna write, but don't know how or more important, what. A month has gone by since the last post, and everything continues to be the same. Same uncertainty, dont know what my life is gonna be in mid august, where I'm going, ad how I'm gettin there. Just wish everything would be less harsh, but like it was said, it's a challenge, nobody said it was going to be easy. I feel like exploding, letting it all blow up in front of me, but I cant do that, I cant take the easy way out... I've put myself into this, I must fight thru it, and come out... but will I learn from it, or regret it? All I know is that I've never been in something this big, this deep, and this demanding, and coming out will just help, wether learning or regreting. Just need a bit more faith, just need a bit more faith...