Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Now what??

Whats next?
How to find out?
How to do it?.........

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Lost In Transition

Dont even know where to start, where to begin pouring out what my mind and heart have brewing and revolving. Since it all happened, seconds have turned into hours, and in my mind, i keep seeing the ball rollin out, dancing on the base of the rim, and soon after jumping off the edge... That was a game, that roll was a season, it was 9 months falling apart in front of my eyes, 9 months fading away from my slippery hand to then become a hope of another crowd, another town, another team. Many have said it wasnt that moment, but I know it was, I that moment chaged everything, and I take full responsability for that miss, that split second where everything was lost in transition...

Now I face uncertainty, now the curtain in front of me is so thick, so foggy, that I dont know if I'm ready to see it, or if it is what I wanna see. All it can be said is that after 9 months, and for the first time in my life, this actually means something more than a scholarship; it represents a life, a creed, a culture... which I hope to recover soon, because now I now what addiction really feels like, and I dont want to go thru it for so long. Thank You Shorty for giving me this beautiful opportunity in my life at 23 yrs old. May your Will allow me to stay on this path for a long time.
For that town, thank you for the greates support I've ever felt outside of my close ones; that atmosphere will never be forgotten.

Thank you Basketball for makin my dreams come true