Accept

Days of learning experiences, time to myself, to my thoughts, to my music, to my bike, and to a city that has become a shelter in these trying times. Now its time to accept, to weigh options, to learn, to decide, and to follow thru. Never been so scared, and never been so eager to change, for stepping into the unkown, and crusing into this newfound darkness will not be easy until I light the opportune candle. The question is, which one is gonna show me the room I'd love to see? would I light the one that shows nothing? All I know is, that plannig and learning for whichever candle, is all I got left to do.

To the city that made my perception change, my mind relax, and my body recharge... Thank you for your streets, your people, your bicing, your atmosphere. I'll always return when in need.




Making the most out of that dash - ..........

Everything Happens for a Reason

Reactions have occured, feelings have surfaced, emotion has risen, but amidst different stress inducing situations, light was always present at the end of the tunnel, even when I closed my eyes not wanting to see it. All I know, is that I have the greatest family and friends, those people who are able to open my eyes to look at that light, and see solutions again, see positive again, because for the first time in my entire life, I see black instead of white, I see minuses instead of pluses, and I've let the world, the stress, and the adverse situations get the best of me.

This past week, my life has received major blows, turning points that have set in motion plenty of events that will shape my life in many many ways,some for better, some for worse if I become unaware... Now that eveyrthing has set in, that every thing has become a little more clear, it's time to decide and see what options are available after those turning points have appeared. What to do I ask again? Which direction should I move on to? Plans, paths, directions, decissions, futures, priorities... I'm learning, I'm seeing, I'm climbing out of this hole that I myself dug out of nothin, and fell into. Will I get out? I know I will... How will I get out? I can't answer that, but trust me, I will come out. It's time, it's here, but this time, I will learn the reason instead of dismissing it. This time, the truth will sink in, so deep that will change the way I see my world forever. Thank You Father for opening my eyes...

Beware what you wish for,

You will get it.