Monday, December 03, 2007

Last Train to Wherever

It is the last opportunity to make it, the last chance to get on that train, the train that will take me to that hidding place where I want to be so desperatly... But now, desperation has changed into motivation, and fear has become a friend, that pushes me harder and harder everytime. I made the decission, I took the step, and finally stopped what had become the strongest hurricane inside my confused mind.

What's ahead now? What's hidding around this new corner?... Only God knows and plans. I'm ready, I've been ready for this, I just didn't know how to open the door and let the light in. I feel this is a new start, a new begining, a fresh reset in my life, in which although I still have the same worries, the approach has now changed and become more clear.

I'm on the last train to wherever... wherever You take me. New journey ahead, new ways, new approaches... but same motivations and goals. Goals that have never changed, but because of my own ignorance, and lack of determination, have been clouded and distorted. Now they have adopted their original form and shape, and now, once again, they lead my actions, and are driven by purpose. To those that have opened my eyes, thank you... Thank you Lord, thank you life, thank you Yil, Jorge, Safurinha, Pai, Brian, David, FJ...... I am the luckiest man on this earth for having the best friends I could ever asked for.

Time to travel, find Goa, find Wherever, find God, find me...

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